Here I go. I'm ready. I'm done being tired and fat and unhealthy-- I guess I'm just over it. I'm ready to make new beginnings. I still consider myself athletic and regularly remind myself that I'm almost the exact same weight I was when I did a sprint tri five years ago, and as I was when I got married four years ago. I tell myself that at least it hasn't gotten worse. But then I remind myself that it hasn't gotten better either. I'm really ready for the better.